mystery blogger award (ohmygawd)

first of all, can I just say ohmygawdohmygawdohmygawd.

Okay, now I’m done.

anyways, I’ve only been writing (or trying to anyway) for the past six months and I don’t think anyone understands exactly how ecstatic I am to be nominated for an award. (I’m sure people who have been writing for much lesser have been nominated but well, I’m really happy so yeah.)

thank you ( so much for nominating me, but no i’m not standing for this award just as yet. I honestly don’t think I deserve it at this point. [also go check out the link I mentioned above.]

I mean, lets be honest I don’t update regularly and I probably don’t put half as much effort as the other people nominated for this.

But, thank you so much for nominating me, I am truly honored and I promise to update regularly from now on and pour my heart into every word I write from this moment forth.

Once again words cannot express my gratitude and I know I’m (100% sure) probably making a big deal out of this but yeah Thankyousomuch once again.

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hugs and kisses,



collateral beauty

some days,

i feel everything,

all at once

and others

i feel nothing at all,

i feel numb

i honestly don’t know whats worse

drowning beneath the waves

or dying from the thirst.


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but there is a certain beauty to broken things, isn’t there?



c’est la vérité

roses aren’t always red

& violets aren’t exactly blue,

the society that we live in

it never seems to speak the truth.


Smiles aren’t always happy

& frowns aren’t inevitably upset,

people judge too quickly 

& our feelings are what they forget.




they told me that to make him fall in love,

I had to make him laugh

but every time he does,

I’m the one who falls.



” sometimes it’s easier to pretend you don’t care

than to admit it’s killing you on the inside “